The boy

"夜深了你还不想睡 你还在想着他吗？你这么痴情到底累不累 总有个人来给你安慰~" 任贤齐<心太软> 
这首歌很突然的就这样跳进我的脑海 一直游一直游一直游 然后一直重播 啊哈哈 
现在是凌晨4点 我真的还没睡 haih 一月都还没过完我的new year resolution 就break 到不能再break, 简直惨不忍睹!

刚刚找到kyler 的部落格 啊哈哈哈哈哈 很可爱诶他 原来他这么喜欢作诗!不管是英文还是中文他都可以! 而且还有押韵! 真的是不容小觑 小女甘拜下风! 看到我很想comment hahahahahhah. 其实我们不应该这么熟! 没有同过班 没有最好的mutual friend, 而且中间还隔着这么多的人 这么多的事 这么多的寂寞 这么多的眼泪 啊哈哈哈哈哈 你一定明白我在说什么的! 可见这个“缘”字呐 真的不可以开玩笑 就这样很莫名其妙我伤心时就想找你 不理你有没有考试 不管你的女朋友会不会吃醋 总之要诉完苦才放人 什么都可以对你说 而且从来没有在怕你会把我的秘密卖出去 因为你不缺钱!! 哈哈没有啦 因为你是我见过最好最好的人 最温柔最细心最体贴最有耐心的男生 当你在看这篇文章的时候记得记得要很小心 不要给你的女朋友看到 好不容易找个可以互相照顾的人 (要小心轻放)真的很替你开心 都说了你值得拥有更好的人 两个人在一起不应该只一方一味的付出，一定要双方配合 双方都希望对方快乐 双方都甘愿为对方牺牲 恭喜恭喜 你如愿以偿了呵!! :D 
2016年了诶，成年咯!! 还有几天就是你的生日了预先祝你生日快乐!  你一直都是很成熟很成熟的人 就不祝你越来越成熟啦 ;P  hmm祝你事事顺利 白头偕老 付出得到相同回报!!! 当然要继续作诗 hahaha 祝福你 我的 #personalpsychologist  hahaha 
当然我也会努力变更好 偷偷告诉你 我有小鹿乱撞的感觉诶!! Hahahha 啊还有一个秘密 我昨天梦见他了 哈哈 奇迹! 就酱 放纵自己最后一天这么迟睡这么堕落 明天就只能max hp 1 hour! 所以你的生日论文就在这里了,我先打好考final 时就不会clash到, 然后不够时间打 :)
万事俱备只欠东风 只等你发现这里 我绝对不会告诉你 要自己慢慢找 哈哈哈哈哈 就好像你偷偷写我可是又没有告诉过我 是我自己不小心发现然后自己假设你在写我然后又很别灯写了一篇关于你可是又不要告诉你要等你自己发现 ha! 日子太无聊 总要来点小惊喜 heheh 
Once again, happy birthday! All the best in your future. <3
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I guessed u were talking about me! Alright, no matter how, i am blessed to know you, even though we are not that close nowadays, you will know who treated you wholeheartedly, who is a true friend. I knew and i am appreciated it, thank you :D 
Words cant describe my feelings, especially my poor English hahah, craving to see ur expression when you seeing this post. Finger crossed wishing that u find here before ur 21ended. XD 

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○new year● new resolutions○

Time lapsed, today is the 13th day of 2016 dy. Unbelievably, i am going to step into 21y/o, i am not ready yet. It still has a long way to go to be more mature,to be a adult. Yet, i have listed out few resolutionssss as the targets of the year. I wish i could keep the fire until the end, putting forth every effort to exceed my own expectation, even though i have told myself not to expect too much, i have to try. Yes, at least at the end i can comfort myself by saying that: i've tried, tried hard tim.

Gonna have my final soon, surprisingly,i have started my revision since last year. It is such a big improvement for me to prepare an exam. Stressful enough :/  but i have no choice, i have to force myself, i want to be better, i have to be better! Be B.E.T.T.E.R!

My english lecturer gave me a D in a summary. Shit. How dare she gave me that fk'in grade in a summary?! Instead of copying and pasting, anything else i have missed out? She dont even give a proper reason/ reasonable excuse ... :( i wish she is not the only marker who mark my final paper. Finger crossed. 😒😈

Just handed in the educational material this morning. Huh, i've met a awesome partner and a group of rubbish groupmate ._.  Complaining doesn't help, but 我到底意难平! This is just an opening, i knew it. I knew that i am going to face hundreds thousands millions of different kind of ppl. I know! I know!i know! Pleaseeee i just want to be myself, i juat want to back to those naive timessss, feeling so suck weihhh. My heart is sobbing, now. ;'(  i am slothful and tired on facing all fake smiling faces, i am mentally physically exhausted, indeed.

I think i'm having a crush on a boy. rHAhahahahhahahahahhahahahhahahajahahhahahahahahhahaha.obviously, I'd got over my school girl crush. This time gonna be the right person? TT i am worried. Zhen de hen pa. WHat should i do. I dont even know his name. Dont know his age. Dont know his course. DOnt know is he noticed me. DOnt know is it a right choice. DOnt know everything TT. Who should i talk with? I have been tried crushing for 4 years. 4years!!! How long would be this time last for? I dont want! ;( haihhhhhhhhhhhh arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh jiu ming ahh wo hen fan nao afffffffff kaoshi arhhhhhhh study break arhhhhhhhhhhh 2016 nian dy lehhh, be more mature can ma? 😭

2016 gonna be a good year. Fighting!!!! 

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我相信刹那的感觉 我相信他来了 可是我谦卑 觉得自己低到尘埃 要努力的追 或者努力的飞 我一定可以做到最好 你会不会发现我的好？ 啊哈哈哈哈哈 万千繁华 弹指刹那 百年之后 一捧黄沙 纵使一切都会成为过去 “我愿化身为石桥 受500年风吹雨打 只愿你在石桥走过” 啊哈哈哈哈哈 #copy